By Lucija Rukavina on https://www.facebook.com/groups/AncientOrderOfTheHermetics
Me: Hello God.
God: Hello…
Me: I’m falling apart Could you put me back together?
God: I’d rather not.
Me: why?
God: Because you are not a mystery.
Me: what about all the pieces of my life falling to the ground?
God: leave them there for a while. They fell for a reason. Leave them there for a while and then decide if you need to get one of these pieces back.
Me: you don’t understand! I’m breaking!
God: No, YOU don’t understand. You transcend, evolve. What you feel is the pains of growing up. They free you from the things and people in your life that hold you back. The pieces are not falling apart. The pieces are putting themselves into action. Just chill out. Take a deep breath and let go of the things you no longer need. Stop holding on to things that are no longer meant for you. Drop em. Letting them go.
Me: but if I start it what do I have left?
God: Only your best pieces.
Me: I’m scared of changing.
God: I keep telling you, you’re not changing! You will!
Me: who will i?
God: Become the one I made you!
A person of light, love, charity, hope, courage, joy, mercy, grace and compassion.
I created you for much more than the shallow things you decided to decorate yourself with and cling to with such greed and fear. Drop those things off you.
I love youuuu! Don’t change yourself! Become one! You don’t change! Become you!
Become who I want you to be, who I created. I’ll tell you until you remember who you really are.
Me: here’s another piece.
God: Yes. Let it go.
Me: so… I’m not broken?
God: No, but you break through darkness like dawn.
It’s a new day
It will be! Be who you really are!!!! ′′
Lucija Rukavina
An Extraordinary And Ordinary Life 